Feeling Down

I'm feeling down today, feel let down by a couple of people and stuff. E tried to comfort me but when i get like this only i can bring myself out of it.

I suffer from Bi Polar disorder which means that sometimes i have moments of hyperactivity and cheerfulness followed by a quick descent into almost suicidal depression and energylessness. (thats not a word i know).

I never really understood my condition, but it all made perfect sense when i watched Stephen Fry's Secret World of a Manic Depressive. Suddenly it all made sense, my mood swings etc. Now this is self diagnosed, i could be talking complete crap. But it makes sense to me, and it is a comfort that other people, particularly people like Stephen Fry whom i respect so much, Go through the same sort of thing.

I know you all expect me to be all Sex and fun on this blog, but i needed to be serious tonight. Thanks for reading.

Bubblegumsex out.

XOXO